I've been missing from here for quite some time. A lot of changes in mine and Jaxson's lives. Last summer I learned of my husbands affair. I ended up pretty sick and spent a good month in the hospital. After learning of his affair, we separated... then I went into the hospital.. once I was out I filed for divorce. It's been hard on Jaxson, but I'm working on making it a positive experience for him. I love him so much and hate to see him hurt, but staying married to his dad would be much worse for him. I have a positive outlook on my new found freedom, but I do hope to find love with someone special one day. I'll post about my illness in another entry, but just wanted to get word out that I'm back. I've missed connecting with my D folks :)